"When people in my life, it is usually of old age/old-age-complications or something along those lines. I recently had a family friend not die of the inevitable aging process. He hung himself in front of his house early in the morning a month ago. His wife found him and gave him CPR to no avail. One would assume that he was suicidal and blackened in the mind. Yes, he probably was but nobody would know it. He had a zest for life not many could match or muster up and to talk with him you felt like he was your best friend. Fantastic man. But he killed himself. He had been in pain for a very long time and it finally got him. In the last couple days I figured out that a parent of someone I am acquainted with also passed. For reason's I don't know. I do know that she probably isn't much older than 60 (if even that old). Its just strange though, that I am now at the age where people are dying and they don't seem as old as they used to. I'm waiting for the third to die. I don't know who, but they come in threes.
People are dying and people are also getting married and having babies. All that seems so close to me now. It never existed really in my world as possibilities for me but they're close and they're scary."
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